Today I saw a young woman that I've known since we were snot-noses.

We talked about natural things- Hair, travel, etc...and then we started talking about marriage and I was able to use this as a starting point to switch to the spiritual... but I did a banged-up half job. Girlfriend's celly kept ringing and right in the middle of

"So, Sally if you look at God's law....."

ring,ring.."hello .... oh I'm sorry Girl... hold that thought"

I got to have you ever lied or stolen anything and then we parted ways. I handed her a good tract...but who knows *shrugs*

Truth be told- I was man-conscious more than God-conscious. I used the time we had together poorly. I just wasn't myself . Usually I'm more soldier-ish. I kept wondering what she was thinking about me. I finally got my mind together realizing that it's Christ that I love and desire to please so why was I straight trippin!

Anyway- I felt like it was whack! I messed up.After we parted ways I prayed for her and repented before the Lord. The goal is daily to share Christ not because I'm trying to meet a quota- but because I just don't want to be a punk anymore. Worried about people's opinion instead of wanting to see them avoid the way that leads to destruction.

Pray for me in this....thanks in advance....el